Friday, April 07, 2006

I am falling...

I am falling...

This is not a metaphorical statement niether is this an opening gambit of a pitiful, swaying plea for desparate support and help. Then what, you may think, in the world led me to begin with such a fateful, depressed choice of words from the gambut of the whole english vocalubary.

Well, the answer is simple (to come to think of it, its not that simple-atleast for me). I am falling in love(surprised-dont be). Again, I'm not talking of falling into that abyssal level, that point of no return, that world in which humiliation and jubiliation are felt at the same time (damn i'm good at this). In short i'm not talking of Cupid over here coz you need a lot of courage to venture into that forbidden land or you have to be outa your mind (or really drunk) and more often than not its the second state that plunges you to dare that which is beyond this cosmos (ok i need another blog for talking about love). Having said that, i believe everybody has ought to get outta his/her mind (or get really drunk-whichever suits you) atleast once in his lifetime (i guess u know what i'm trying to say here).

Right, back to the main issue. If i am not falling in love with a girl is it a... (dont you hate these dots, these fricking pieces of anonymity). The answer - definitely not. Hey this reminds me of the movie Philadelphia - awesome movie, powerpacked performances by Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington. I remember that scene in which Tom Hanks is standing out of Denzel's Office after he refused to take his case. Tom Hank's expressions-awesome. There is silence, not one hiss of sound but that silence is growing upon you, rising echoes of the helplessness and pain of a man,swaying you, striking you right in your core(ok thats enough) But the movie is a must see.

Now i'm gonna say it. I am falling in love (ok hold your breath)with this book i'm reading right now(midnights children). I know you want to kick me in the nuts right now but eh i was getting bored, so i thought why not spread this joy of ennui in the world(i know - joy of ennui???).

So keep falling...

2 comments:

VIVEK SRIVASTAVA said...

I am falling.....thats not the title which i am referring here.its the thing which is happening to me after reading this blog.I am literally falling out of my senses after reading it.I am just thinking how can one write such a thing leading to perfect boredom of readers.Its definitely beyond one's imagination.

Anupam said...

people say a picture is worth a thousand words.. but the better half would disagree... right vivek